Love this poem

W. H. Auden


Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Self Discovery Quotes

Another one
And yup I'm aware of goggling it just like this.

Benefits of not drinking

Another one about the benefits of not drinking

This one I have been toying with, need to shit or get off the pot. Gotta be something else. oOOoOOOOoOOOOOO GGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Journaling part deux

Getting sleepy and didn't want to lose this sight.
Great site
Just keep it real man, it's your life

Journaling

I finally did it, after putting it off, thinking about it, almost month 10 I did it. Now can I say I did it a few more times this week?

And this 'sad blue thing' I'm gonna keep whistling in the dark until I realize there is no spoon. Good bye good bye to you.

Starting over

Well I was talking to Craig today he's in Prague as I write this and got me thinking. What do I want out of life? And Craig doesn't understand the relationship bond of a dog and a person. Well I guess I can relate that to kids to a certain degree. Staring life over or starting. I'm sitting here wondering what is it that I'm even wanting/missing?

I know at this moment I 'envy' those who appear to be in love. I know it looks nice on the outside. I don't know just know I ain't got it.

Flying solo no strings attached.

Free at last, free at last

It's finally over, I am no longer in a relationship. My turn in hell is over, well that might be a little over the top. I'd really like to lament and go on and on, but she and I am leaving her name out cause I think she still reads this occasionally, and as much as she'll deny it, she'd be glad to use it against me. Anyway, I'm now back in the land of the "not with anyone" and it feels better than I had imagined. I was afraid I would be whistling in the dark trying to keep my spirits up. No not anything like that so far. Only time will tell but I really feel life has turned a corner, closed a chapter, and well. I feel my old self coming back everyday, it's only been 2 weeks. I really feel like I've been asleep for 6 years, and just waking up. Ahhh yes the proverbial boy ditches girl life gets better story, told many times.

I'm really humbled by where I am in life right now, and have been thinking for awhile how I got here and where I want to go. I'm not sure how many "wrong" choices I get to make, I only hope I can outlive and learn from them.

And for Crystal, the anchor that gets freed from you, is beyond any word ever uttered on this planet.