I say farewell to 2010 and everything it had in store for me. For me it was quite a year, and I thank you for all the ups and downs. For all the amazing things I got to experience this year, there's one thing that just keeps buggin at me. I met an amazing women this year, and she was just without words or desreciption, anyway she didn't feel 'bad' for leaving people behind that couldn't support themselves, or didn't deliver on what they promised.
I still feel bad for someone, and I'm working through it. She needs money and prayers.
Nameste
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, December 06, 2010
Vegan
Vegetarianism is NOT for the weak. As ironic as it 'sounds' as I type it, it's not. It should be, and it's counter intuitive, but it's not easy. Simple yes, easy no.
I now 'think' as I type this, that this says more about me, than the lifestyle. What am I holding onto? What I am not letting go of? It's also wild to me, that in order to work somethings out in the mind, you have to get them 'out' of your mind.
Anyway, getting the right amino acids, proteins, and well that's about it in a veggie world, that I now of at this point, I'm still an 'idiot' when it comes to this. I don't like to cook, and I'm pretty lazy in that catergory. I wish I had Carrie Underwoods bucks to hire a veggie chef. The food is amazing, just takes energy.
I'm tired. Just had to get that out, it's still my blog
Peace out
I now 'think' as I type this, that this says more about me, than the lifestyle. What am I holding onto? What I am not letting go of? It's also wild to me, that in order to work somethings out in the mind, you have to get them 'out' of your mind.
Anyway, getting the right amino acids, proteins, and well that's about it in a veggie world, that I now of at this point, I'm still an 'idiot' when it comes to this. I don't like to cook, and I'm pretty lazy in that catergory. I wish I had Carrie Underwoods bucks to hire a veggie chef. The food is amazing, just takes energy.
I'm tired. Just had to get that out, it's still my blog
Peace out
Friday, December 03, 2010
Life is good today
So, got some of my scuba gear ordered, good stuff. And my class starts next month, just 3 days now. Can't WAIT, I get to do some DIVING!!!! Still smoke free, start workin out again in a few more days. The cough thing is getting so SO much better. I'm not even takin the medicine now, or patches. About a week I guess. Want to be good and clean for my sleep study, oh yeah. Have a PCP now. Getting a second opinion on my Invisiline. Can't wait for that. MMmmm on track for my car, can't wait for that either. Ummmhhh yeah, life is good.
Oh and was told I was high maintenance last night, and that I'm strange today, but that she liked it. Oh two different women. And my therapist pointed out that by being honest and vulnerable people respond to that. Ironic. Well back to it, just felt like typing, and I'm dragging my feet on studying.
Oh and was told I was high maintenance last night, and that I'm strange today, but that she liked it. Oh two different women. And my therapist pointed out that by being honest and vulnerable people respond to that. Ironic. Well back to it, just felt like typing, and I'm dragging my feet on studying.
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