I have recently discovered torrents, and how to use them. I have downloaded Lost and Desperate Housewives (don't worry ABC I am not selling them and planning on buying the seasons respecitvly when they come out Sept is to far away). I am big big fan of Lost. I don't know why I am so nuts about it. I know it's television, and I know the more I type about it the more it reveals about me. Thus I am typing more. Excuse the grammatical errors. Two parts of me about this show, finding the LCDs of everyone, 'figuring it out', and what/why I find so captivating about it. I can't think of any t.v. save X-Files, and not even that show have I become so enaroumed by. Is there something missing in my life? The characters, the setting. As I watch this series unfold again, in order (it's nice not to have commercials) and see how these people's lives (I know it's ficiton) entertwined and how they depend on each other. I keep thinking of my life, how I've come to be here and now. It's sad that I have to get it from a tv show, but the important thing is I get something. I 'feel' like I recoginize.
Something my brother told me today, has really hurt me. He's hurt, and I contributed to it. I am selfish, very selfish. I have to make it right, if he will let me I will. If my mother is reading this ---- At least I am doing something you deserve all you get!
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Sunday, June 19, 2005
It's been a while
It's been quite some time since I've posted so here goes, let's open this baby up and see what she can do!
I am sitting outside on this nice cool morning, just getting around on Father's day, a little sunburned. It's going to be nice not to be 'fish belly white' but I got to go thru a little pain first. My latest 'new' to me jobs I believe is going to hire me on permenatly (I believe). I dropped by my bosses office and he said 'We need to get together and talk about a few things next week'. So I hope it's good news. It's really nice working somewhere you half way enjoy. Makes life a lot more bearable. At least it doesn't just SUCK!!!
Oh about the coolest thing I've done here lately, is I finally applied to Survivor. Yup, I sure did. So right now I got about a 1 in 500,000 chance of making it to call backs. Cost me 42$ to send in all the materials needed, but I don't know.
Oh that's really another thing that's been on my mind here lately, Budgeting. I mean all the time and not just with money. I am not sure where it comes from, the need to do it, other than you really can get more accomplished if you do use it, and I guess that's what grown ups do.
It seems rather lame not doing anything, other than takin care of bussiness. I am getting on track of all my finances, so that's nice the monkey is getting smaller, been spending as much time with my girlfriend as I can, basically getting back on track and workin on the tan.
I am not sure where to drop these on my blog so I am going to throw them here for now
Oh Jessica
Jessica video
This is a cool site
This is the team I am on
Will put a better link spot to you guys
This for Craig
I am sitting outside on this nice cool morning, just getting around on Father's day, a little sunburned. It's going to be nice not to be 'fish belly white' but I got to go thru a little pain first. My latest 'new' to me jobs I believe is going to hire me on permenatly (I believe). I dropped by my bosses office and he said 'We need to get together and talk about a few things next week'. So I hope it's good news. It's really nice working somewhere you half way enjoy. Makes life a lot more bearable. At least it doesn't just SUCK!!!
Oh about the coolest thing I've done here lately, is I finally applied to Survivor. Yup, I sure did. So right now I got about a 1 in 500,000 chance of making it to call backs. Cost me 42$ to send in all the materials needed, but I don't know.
Oh that's really another thing that's been on my mind here lately, Budgeting. I mean all the time and not just with money. I am not sure where it comes from, the need to do it, other than you really can get more accomplished if you do use it, and I guess that's what grown ups do.
It seems rather lame not doing anything, other than takin care of bussiness. I am getting on track of all my finances, so that's nice the monkey is getting smaller, been spending as much time with my girlfriend as I can, basically getting back on track and workin on the tan.
I am not sure where to drop these on my blog so I am going to throw them here for now
Oh Jessica
Jessica video
This is a cool site
This is the team I am on
Will put a better link spot to you guys
This for Craig
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