Lost

I have recently discovered torrents, and how to use them. I have downloaded Lost and Desperate Housewives (don't worry ABC I am not selling them and planning on buying the seasons respecitvly when they come out Sept is to far away). I am big big fan of Lost. I don't know why I am so nuts about it. I know it's television, and I know the more I type about it the more it reveals about me. Thus I am typing more. Excuse the grammatical errors. Two parts of me about this show, finding the LCDs of everyone, 'figuring it out', and what/why I find so captivating about it. I can't think of any t.v. save X-Files, and not even that show have I become so enaroumed by. Is there something missing in my life? The characters, the setting. As I watch this series unfold again, in order (it's nice not to have commercials) and see how these people's lives (I know it's ficiton) entertwined and how they depend on each other. I keep thinking of my life, how I've come to be here and now. It's sad that I have to get it from a tv show, but the important thing is I get something. I 'feel' like I recoginize.


Something my brother told me today, has really hurt me. He's hurt, and I contributed to it. I am selfish, very selfish. I have to make it right, if he will let me I will. If my mother is reading this ---- At least I am doing something you deserve all you get!