It's finally over, I am no longer in a relationship. My turn in hell is over, well that might be a little over the top. I'd really like to lament and go on and on, but she and I am leaving her name out cause I think she still reads this occasionally, and as much as she'll deny it, she'd be glad to use it against me. Anyway, I'm now back in the land of the "not with anyone" and it feels better than I had imagined. I was afraid I would be whistling in the dark trying to keep my spirits up. No not anything like that so far. Only time will tell but I really feel life has turned a corner, closed a chapter, and well. I feel my old self coming back everyday, it's only been 2 weeks. I really feel like I've been asleep for 6 years, and just waking up. Ahhh yes the proverbial boy ditches girl life gets better story, told many times.
I'm really humbled by where I am in life right now, and have been thinking for awhile how I got here and where I want to go. I'm not sure how many "wrong" choices I get to make, I only hope I can outlive and learn from them.
And for Crystal, the anchor that gets freed from you, is beyond any word ever uttered on this planet.
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It's amazing what a little clarity can do for me
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