What if.....

What if, YOU, were in a situation where you could find no relief? No resolution? No matter how many changes you made. An hour, day, week, month, year, years?

13 days

Guess I need to be a little more patient. Showing some signs of improvement, there just has to be some kind of solution for this. But for the life of me I just can't see it yet.

Depression

I can't believe how much this sucks. I can't wait to get to doctor on Thursday, and get some help. I've really just lost any and all direction. And I have no where to go. I'm doing everything I can at the moment, to take responsibility for this, man in the future I hope I never forget this, understand better about others, and to find hope again. It really is at this point, all I can do. I mean damn!