Depression

I can't believe how much this sucks. I can't wait to get to doctor on Thursday, and get some help. I've really just lost any and all direction. And I have no where to go. I'm doing everything I can at the moment, to take responsibility for this, man in the future I hope I never forget this, understand better about others, and to find hope again. It really is at this point, all I can do. I mean damn!